covid19, going places within yourself you haven't gone, loving deeper, and blossoming (happy spring)

loving deeply is more for you than it is for anyone else. ⁣

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i just thought to myself how much it sucks to love so deeply and to witness so many people unable to access that same kind of love. and then it dawned on me that it doesn’t suck at all. it doesn’t suck because you can go places within yourself that you haven’t gone before. you don’t need anyone else to access those places with you - and maybe when you’re okay with that, you will be a mirror for those whom you love and then they’ll see what is possible for themselves. ⁣

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so often as way-showers, we attempt to take people with us to reaffirm what we already know, but that isn’t how it works - you go to those places that you are afraid of going alone. because once you get there, you realize that you aren’t alone .. there are beings there - and they might not be the people you have grown up with but they are as connected to you as those you have known your entire life. and you don’t have to abandon those you love, you just have to accept them unconditionally. ⁣

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by going to these places that are unseen or unfamiliar within yourself - you are creating a ripple effect on all of humanity. ⁣

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it might not be seen but it is felt. ⁣

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it’s been a long time since i have written 500 words to truth. i have been in worlds within worlds. i have been disconnected only to find that disconnection isn’t actually a possibility. it is, however, a perception that we can buy into. we can start to believe it is real and if we believe it is real than it becomes very real. ⁣

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i have been wrestling with my pride, with my false beliefs, with my perfectionism. and i have learned to gather up all the pieces of me that i once thought were inadequate and hold them so close to me that i’ve become one with them again. ⁣

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i think this is what true integration looks like. ⁣

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the world right now is at a standstill. we are living in unprecedented times, and whether you choose to look at that as a good thing or a bad thing - you are right. ⁣

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it becomes whatever you want it to be. ⁣

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but i like to look at this as an opportunity to go deep within. ⁣

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to use this time of quietness to hear God’s voice. ⁣

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to ask the question: why am i here?⁣

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and to access the part of you that is already living in that reality.⁣

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we are finally accepting the truth - that nothing is certain. ⁣

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tomorrow isn’t promised, nor is the next moment. ⁣

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this is all we have and what we choose to do right now defines the rest of our lives, literally. ⁣

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as we shift into a new age, we will require new leaders. ⁣

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leaders in thought and leaders in faith - that is what heaven on earth needs to be grounded as a reality that we can all experience. ⁣

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who else but us? the ones who have doubted ourselves but have always known that we are here for something a little greater than ourselves. ⁣

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now more than ever, we are being called to hold the space.

to pray. to love. to release. ⁣

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today marks the beginning of spring, but more than that, i think it marks the beginning of a new age. ⁣

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one in which humanity chooses to take all beings as part of itself. ⁣

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one in which we blossom into love. ⁣

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#getoutthetrap⁣