encountering madness on the spiritual journey - more faith leads to more miracles

DISCLAIMER: *i use the "he" pronoun for God, feel free to substitute it to she/they/it or whatever else you call the higher power(s)*⁣⁣

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we are only four days into February and i am still trying to get my head straight from the madness that was January. ⁣⁣

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there is a new energy on the block - one in which we are being asked to go deep into the crevices of our psyche and to excavate more rawness - more truth.⁣⁣

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for me, this has been nights of feeling absolutely crazy and then receiving messages directly from God confirming i am on my rightful path. ⁣⁣

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whatever the path you have come to traverse, the answers have never been more in front of our faces - the answers have never been so clear. 2020 has proven, already (in its first month), that it is coming to bless us with 20/20 vision. ⁣⁣

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when i say bless, this isn’t always roses and beauty - sometimes blessings come in the form of loud screeches coming from the depths of our souls. FINALLY - we can hear, we can see, we have access to all the parts of ourselves that we have buried. ⁣⁣

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these parts of us are saying “see me, accept me, and love me” - they are asking you to give back to yourself all the things you have disowned and get rid of all the things that are an illusion. ⁣⁣

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be as God is. ⁣⁣

the journey into God is one in which you will feel like you are going crazy, you will have to come face to face with all the lies that you once accepted and you will have to come to terms with the paradoxes that live within you - the rational mind will project the fear of insanity onto you - that is okay, you have to go a little crazy to get to the other side - to get to God’s side - to go from the finite to the infinite. ⁣⁣

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God doesn’t discriminate, if we act as God acts and we release the need to try to change the external (people, places, things) or make them a certain way, then we will step into God-consciousness. ⁣⁣

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God doesn’t have the need for you to see that he is the creator, he knows his place, he knows himself. ⁣⁣

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you too must know yourself as God knows himself but the only way to know yourself is through surrender and faith - to ask for the higher powers for guidance and to listen in the stillness and in the silence. ⁣⁣

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i pray to God every single day of my life and i sit back and watch as he blesses me with much more than i could have ever asked for. I sit with God and i say thank you, in the most simple of ways and by doing so, i open up portals for miracles to flow to me. ⁣⁣

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i am not in resistance to what the life has to offer me anymore - nor am i in resistance to where i am meant to stand. i have a knowing *now* that the answers will come to me because i am living the question “what would you have me do?”⁣⁣

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this is the journey from the external world into the internal world - it is said that the mystics are the mad ones - i am starting to understand why. we don’t live by the rules, nor do we care to. ⁣⁣

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we see what most can’t because we have chosen to live as most don’t.⁣⁣

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live the question and then surrender … and watch as God shows up in ways you could have never imagined. ⁣⁣

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