Get Out Of Your Own Way & LET GOD SHOW UP THROUGH YOU | Video Diary #1

“just show up and the message will come”⁣

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i’ve gotten the download a million times -- show up for life so that life can show up for you. ⁣

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i never fully understood it though, there was too much resistance and self-doubt in the way. ⁣

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it’s all part of the process. ⁣

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learning to get out of my own way has been one of the most difficult things i have learned (and am still learning) to do. ⁣

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i thought it would get easier in time. i thought that one day i would wake up and be as confident as my teachers - that it happened naturally. ⁣

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but the more i observed, the more i recognized that no one ever feels 100% certain of themselves, 100% of the time. ⁣

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even the most successful people continue to deal with their nerves (shocker, i know).⁣

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this is what allowed me to realize that it isn’t about not having any fears, its about feeling the fear and doing it anyway. ⁣

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sure, it gets less scary over time.⁣

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things get easier. ⁣

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you learn more about your own patterns and what works for you as you go. ⁣

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but you never get to the point of being able to control everything and uncertainty will always create a little anxiety or fear and that is okay. ⁣

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we learn to accept that. ⁣

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we learn to trust that even though we are jumping, we are jumping into the hands of God and will be caught and cared for. ⁣

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this way of thinking allows us to stop being so critical of ourselves and accept that we have a purpose that isn’t about us - it allows us to get out of our own way. ⁣

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which of course, is step 1 of getting out the trap. ⁣

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#getoutthetrap⁣

p.s. watch as I live this out in real life - i mean, we do have to practice what we preach :)

p.s.s happy full moon :)